kameraku.cheritamu: the end of miseries,a beginning of new hope

today is the last day of the year 2008. so many things happen throughout this year in my life as they teach me the real meaning of life. before this i always think that i am a big man, knowing and experiencing so much things in my past 23 years. unfortunately i was wrong and as the result,i have been through the worse and the most difficult period of my life. losing the one that i love, being hate by friends and having a very bad result in my semester examination makes me realize that i am not always on top, instead most of the time, i am always at the bottom part of life cycles.

fortunately god still loves me. He shows me several new path of life, as He want me to get up and do my job as a human. i choose to be a freelance photographer,a totally new world for me. I'm still learning how to do this and that, and it really make me feel alive again. capturing the human portrait, the vast beautiful landscapes across the worlds could make us realize how god wants us to be His vicegerent, and lead ourselves toward Him.

another thing that I'm concerning the most is my family. before this, i don't really care what happen to them as i only think about myself and my world. but now I'm starting to realize that no matter what happen, my family will always be with me. as things getting better,now my dad retired from policeman, my mom started to work in office hours and my sister got a job at putrajaya. we are really thankful as everything seems to be good and harmony. the only thing left is my study. i just have to finish it on time and get a good job, alongside with my interest in photography.

hopefully 2009 will be a starting line of a new life, leaving the bad 2008 behind without even takes a glimpse of it. life must go on, as we wont know what is waiting in front of us. girlfriend? nahh...I'll pass it. what do important is make friends, explore the world and grab it. cheers...

memories of 2008